This title refers to the suffering and anxiety of my wife for her illness and the heavy operation that they must undergo. The pictures are made just before her admission to hospital and the attitude of her body speaks for itself. My wife has an autistic syndrome and in her mind, there is currently great chaos. When I write this now, a few weeks later, she lies for several weeks in observation in the clinic with a very heavy depression.
I' am a teacher that already takes pictures during several years and I breath, eat and dream of photography... day and night.