BEFORE / AFTER. Those moments when the blood rushes into the fingertips for several minutes, in which the pain seems to come from a larger body than our own, those that we know that we can not sustain more and are inevitably going to fall , are inherently scary. When the gap we face death and the depth of the fall is incalculable, the maximum moments occur, where the mind, body and soul melt and succumb to the unbearable weight of reality that would soon cease to be , or at least be as we know. The end of life is the ultimate question before us and having passed the bridge, possibly the best response.