When I was 12 years old my father told me that I have an older brother named James, who lives in Australia. James was the product of a relationship my father had with an English woman named Linda, who moved to Australia and started a family. Unfortunately my father and I never had the chance to meet him. James committed suicide in 1996. He was only 20 years old. I needed to learn who he actually was, to know who I've been mourning for all these years. Thanks to the Tierney Fellowship; I traveled across Australia in search of his family.