waver between emotional and rational.
it is stopping all my actions.
it make me nervous and it bring me pain.
I am in two minds by can't see things
weakness and toughness inside of me.
the answer never move in either case.
finally I arrive at the place.
a roundabout way or a shorter way.
even if I struggled, I can change only distance.
but there is one thing that is certain.
there is it there.
it's the answer.